colts/bears

YEAH!! I am so excited about the superbowl. Hubby and I are going to a party, figure most of Indiana will be doing the same. We will be cheering the colts on all the way! I can hardly believe it! I am so super excited and I am honestly not that big of a football fan, I mean I don't live and breathe it night and day or anything but I do watch the colts, I am so excited! (Did I mention that already??) At least since it is a team I like that will make the party more exciting for me. GO COLTS!!!!!!!!!!!

anything for super bowl tickets?!?!?

Today

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if I could be...

do you ever wish you could be something you can't? Like, sometimes I wish I could fly, you know just flap my wings and take off, then you could travel to wherever and whenever, no expenses to worry about, (no plane tickets, no $3/gallon gas, and so forth) and just think, what would take you 3 days by car, would only take like one day or less by air, think of all the wonderful sights of the great U.S. of A. you could enjoy. Or do you ever wish that you could be invisible? Just sit and listen and no one knows you are there? (Sometimes I feel like that in a crowd anyways, and I am perfectly visible...I think...sometimes I wonder...) You could learn so much (some things you would want to know and others you are better off not knowing), but there is good and bad to all, huh? Or what if you could turn back time and change things you have done wrong or things you have regretfully said. You could change your whole future, and spare feelings that you didn't intend to hurt anyways, life is full of what-if's, sigh...if only.

why do people leave?

I know I have wrote about this in the past, but here I am about to do it again. Forgive me for the redundance. I feel sad right now and want to just vent. One of our good friends just called me and told me he has gotten a job offer in Iowa, that is a few states away. I didn't know what to say, I am so happy for him and I really want the best for him, but I am sad also, I just sat there and he said don't start crying because I can't handle that, I was like I won't (even though I thought about it) and he said you just have to come for week long vacations and we will make good use of e-mail. I was like yeah, you're right. it is so hard to say good-bye to people. Why does life have to change so much? There are so many people that I have had in my life for a season and then they are gone. Sometimes they come back, (sometimes years later when you least expect it) and sometimes they don't come back. And even though you meet new people and they are wonderful, it doesn't completely fill the void. It just isn't the same. I hear there is a season for everything a time and place under the sun for all things in life, it is just hard for me to say good-bye whether it is through a misunderstanding, hard or hurt feelings, job transfers, drifting apart or the cold hard reality of death. I would have to say that is one of the hardest things in my life to deal with and sometimes I wish I could crawl in a hole and pretend it isn't happening. But I can't, it is a reality and I must square my shoulders, be brave and face it. Life will go on.