everybodys busy...

sometimes I just sit and look out the window or sit on the porch and watch the u.s. highway that runs about 1/4 mile from my home and just watch...ever notice how people are in such a hurry? I just get curious if they really have something so important to do or has it become just a habit to rush about? Do they even notice life passing them by? Or are they too busy? Sometimes it is nice to just sit and think, no one around, no where to go, just have peace! So here I was thinking and pondering and watching the distant traffic, when my neighbor comes roaring up the road on his 4-wheeler, back from deere hunting, (doesn't appear that he had good luck today.) I just sigh and think, "so much for the peace..."

no red at christmas??

This coming sunday hubby and I are taking our daughter for her 3 month pictures (although she is closer to 3-1/2 months now) and I decided for her outfit to be dark jean bibs with red turtleneck underneath, cute right? And I'm thinking no problem, all the christmas stuff had arrived in stores before halloween, (what is up with that by the way?) I would run right out and buy a red turtleneck, well I know our local town is small and all, but come on there was no red to be found anywhere! Not even in goodwill., Not even a red shirt, no turtleneck. I couldn't believe it, I mean, its christmas time, isn't red and green a tradition? I figured everything would be red. Then I thought red socks, do you think I could find those either? Well, I couldn't. What is happening to america? Where is the red and green for christmas?

the election...

the election...WOW! GLAD IT'S OVER! Hopefully we can go back to regular commercials now. I mean never thought I would actually miss some of those stupid commercials, but I am content to watch stupid and unfunny and even annoying over the war that was going on over this election. I guess at least we can say that no promises were made. All it was about was attacking the opponent, so I guess we will be surprised to see what the new elected will actually do for us. There were no empty promises or full ones, in fact there just weren't any made. Who knows, only time will tell, all I have to say is God Help Us! (I would say the same no matter who won!)

I feel such frustration! Don't really know how much to say, so will try to be discreet, but I really need to vent. (I recently found out someone is reading this that I have to be careful what is said) we (hubby and I) have 2 people in our life that are about to drive us insane! They say one thing and then do another, why do people do that? JUST TELL THE TRUTH!!!!!! It is so frustrating. These people claim to care about us and yet they turn around and stab us in the back, what is the point in this? Hubby and I are about at the end of our ropes! Sometimes we consider just leaving the state, just going away where noone knows us and we don't know them. Just start new lives, where no one can screw with us, I am tired of being walked on by people, tired of being used, tired of being pawns in peoples games, but is leaving running? Or is it what is best? Do we stay here and face the music? We did nothing wrong, but somehow we are ending up with the bad end of the deal, while a certain other couple is being handed the moon and then some...and they haven't done anything better than us, in fact we have worked our butts off to be here and they haven't hardly worked a day in their lives so why are they being rewarded? We put blood sweat and tears into it, they let the Government and their families support them because and I quote; "My social life doesn't allow time for a job" yes folks that is EXACTLY what was said. Wouldn't it be nice to have a life like that? I mean HELLO!! Still gotta pay bills, but apparently that is only for certain people, 0thers just sit on their lazy ----(sorry, getting a little carried away there) I know I shouldn't be upset, should just take the hand life has drawn, but why? Why does it work this way? Why does there seem to be favortism? Is there such thing as a pee-on? Because right now I think there is! I will get over this in time, but it feels good to get it off my chest. It seems like people that have worked hard should catch a break sometime. This too shall pass (right??) in time...hopefully sooner than later!