I feel such frustration! Don't really know how much to say, so will try to be discreet, but I really need to vent. (I recently found out someone is reading this that I have to be careful what is said) we (hubby and I) have 2 people in our life that are about to drive us insane! They say one thing and then do another, why do people do that? JUST TELL THE TRUTH!!!!!! It is so frustrating. These people claim to care about us and yet they turn around and stab us in the back, what is the point in this? Hubby and I are about at the end of our ropes! Sometimes we consider just leaving the state, just going away where noone knows us and we don't know them. Just start new lives, where no one can screw with us, I am tired of being walked on by people, tired of being used, tired of being pawns in peoples games, but is leaving running? Or is it what is best? Do we stay here and face the music? We did nothing wrong, but somehow we are ending up with the bad end of the deal, while a certain other couple is being handed the moon and then some...and they haven't done anything better than us, in fact we have worked our butts off to be here and they haven't hardly worked a day in their lives so why are they being rewarded? We put blood sweat and tears into it, they let the Government and their families support them because and I quote; "My social life doesn't allow time for a job" yes folks that is EXACTLY what was said. Wouldn't it be nice to have a life like that? I mean HELLO!! Still gotta pay bills, but apparently that is only for certain people, 0thers just sit on their lazy ----(sorry, getting a little carried away there) I know I shouldn't be upset, should just take the hand life has drawn, but why? Why does it work this way? Why does there seem to be favortism? Is there such thing as a pee-on? Because right now I think there is! I will get over this in time, but it feels good to get it off my chest. It seems like people that have worked hard should catch a break sometime. This too shall pass (right??) in time...hopefully sooner than later!